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'On Sunday, October 13, 2019, I left the farm where I was trapped for years and stepped into a café in Ruinerwold. At that moment I finally detached myself from the religious world of my father, who had held me in his power for twenty-five years. In this book I describe my life. My father's faith and beliefs were my reality: I did not go to school, I did not even exist for the outside world, and I had no friends. There were only the spirits who wandered around us and with whom we talked. Prayer was our only salvation; God was always in my head. Then came the first cracks in my faith, and they gradually became more and more. The Internet is the key to my development. I look for a way to freedom beyond guilt, fear, sadness, uncertainty. But when my thoughts are finally free, I feel more trapped than ever. I want to leave the farm where I live with my family hidden from the outside world. But who is going to help me?" ... (Paperback)